Rainy Monday Morning....



This is how I felt
this morning!



Coming into work today was difficult at best. It's cold and rainy. Great day to just stay in bed. Read a good book or catch up on some much needed sleep. Pip has a great Dr. Seuss book called "I Am NOT Going to Get up Today!" I love that book and that's how I felt this morning. It's a good book, if you have a toddler or young child I highly recommend it.



Thinking of all the things that need to get done today is just daunting. I am not even talking about here at work. (Where I probably should not be blogging from!) But after work. Leave here at 4:45, get Pip, take him to swim, Hubby will meet me at swim with the Teen, Scout uniform and Happy Meals. When swim ends at 6:00, we have to get Pip fed, changed and then to Scouts by 6:30, and then I will need to get the Teen changed and to Kendo by 7:15. Somewhere in here they both need to get homework done. I am exhausted just thinking about it. Pip won't get home from Scouts until after 8, which is already after his bedtime. I won't get home from Kendo until almost 8:30. **sigh** I need a nap. How nice would it be if Pip would actually do his homework at daycare afterschool. I can hear it now..."But Mom, M, S, H, (or any other kid) really needed me to play with him/her!" I guess he will do his homework tomorow morning before school. I am pretty sure that this is not good parenting.

I am only at work 3 days this week, which sounds wonderful if I didn't have to have surgery on Thursday. I am not afraid to admit that I am very worried, and scared of what they might find or even not find. I am sure it will all work out. But I have started biting my nails again after having stopped for quite some time. I am not sleeping well either. I don't know if its nerves or the pain. I thought I had gotten used to being in pain every single day, but maybe not. I have worked hard to not live on Vicodin but in order to get some sleep I might need to start. Next on the agenda.... Rehab!!! Maybe there I'll be able to get some sleep!!

Happy Monday Everyone!! Stay Warm and Stay Dry!